Tuesday, September 21, 2004
/8:19 PM
confusion. its something that i cant put down in words. and i dont know what to do. things have left me so vulnerable. its either putting on a happy cheerful face, or breaking down in tears. mixed feelings and sad thoughts. bad memories. past incidences. all these is coming back once. i never know when the next happy moment will be. there's so many things happening. so many different views. different thoughts. betrayal. hopes dashed. how i wish it never did happen. but since it did. i really hope that things will come to an end. going through so much. it really makes me wonder. telling myself to look at things from a different perspective. but its not that easy. i've been putting up a strong front. showing a happy front. a cheerful self. i wont let myself spoil all these hard work i put in. i wont let anybody find out the truth. its just a small little cut. i know that you've seen it. but i really dont wish to talk about it. i'm trying very hard to cope already. dont give me more stress please.
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